April 10, 2005
Changed the time again. =x
I'm back to OZ.
This time I'm determined to start
from square one. No help! Heh.
Just like the beta days,
no financial help this time. =D
So I've only got like 2k after 1whole day.
Once I've got a gold rod it's a breeze throughout.
Was much of a loner today. =x
Fished all by myself. =x
I mean I used the almighty bot!
But I was more or less in front of the screen
90% of the time. =x
So much for being deprived of OZ
that I'm there even though the bots
do the clicking and fishing. =x
Where is shatzee? =(
My other account expired with everything inside.
I still want back my old account.
I drove myself nuts in the afternoon
finding all my log books and all.
Then I saw the password but it didn't work.
Wonder if it's because they reset everything or what.
I WANNA JOIN OZGLOBAL! ><
Went to the columbrium to visit
my grandfather (father's side).
So early!
Followed by breakfast at Mac
because LJS had $2 off if you show
the don't know what bank card.
Then my mum was like $2 eh,
next time then come. =(~
I've got something to complain about.
What kind of place is MacDonald becoming?
They allow their staff to have nametags
that have 3 replacing the "e"
or some funny funny names.
Hello? Are they there to work or what?
Funny name is still acceptable
but replacing a 3 with "e" or some 1 with "i"
is totally horrendous to me.
Which parents give their kids a name with numbers?
I don't know but maybe it'd be just a nickname
at the very most right? Bahh.
I don't know why I get so upset over this
small, small matter.
Jia Ying called me for a short talk.
Then her dad somehow took over
and talked to me about accounting.
I'm so -.- now I don't know where to go, AGAIN.
Accounts and Nursing both seem feasible. =/
I'll go Biomed no matter what if I manage
to get in that oh-so-nice course.What ever my final decision will be,
I still want to end up working in the Hospital.
What if I'm not as happy with either.
I still want my Biomed. =(
Of course if it's not meant to be,
then that's what God has planned for me.
I'm not going to pay 24k just to go private.
What ever my final decision will be,
I still want to end up working in the Hospital.
Will discuss with my dad when he comes home.
He'd most probably say I'm so fickle minded
or whatever the term is.
He doesn't dare to say much else he'd end up
being accused by me for choosing the course
for me by the way he speaks about them and all that.
If I go Nursing, I'd have to do everything by today -
[[11 April 2005]]
I don't have a nice passport-sized photo.
Hah. It sounds as if it's as huge as the passport.
I don't want to take one in my hairstyle. =/
Hahaha. No confidence.
I can't smile as nicely to myself in the mirror
as I once used to. =(
nIx the care-a-lot-about-appearencehair girl. =x
I bought a hand band for $3.
It's for donation, not from those shops
which earn for themselves.
But speaking of which, I still think
they'd get more donations if
they priced it at $2.
Why? That's market price
and more people want to buy it at that,
which means you get just as much
as pricing it at $3.
Surprised that my dad actually
allowed me to buy such stuff. =x
I don't think I'd be wearing it
because it's sort of out of fashion,
not so much on that point but I just
hate remarks from people and all.
But hey! It's orange. =x
I'll either wait till it really
gets so, so outdated or wear it during
my dress weird days. =D
Oh yea, my mouse isn't as small
as I always imagine it to be. Heh.
I'm seriously missing a lot of people, things, etc.
I still havn't got my ice skating,
either I'm broke or they're broke. =(
And I miss those people I havn't seen for
a long, long time. Really, really much. <3 =(~
Bahh. =(
Okay enough. I always get into this semi-depressed
state whenvever I miss anything or whatever.
I still can't figure out why I can be so attached
to something and never give up hope. -.-
Maybe it's good, maybe it's bad. =/
It all adds up to my determination...
and stubborness. =x
Somehow worried that my blood test results
will somehow end up not what it's
supposed to be. Boo.
Oink : Read your mail! Heh.
I hope I didn't give you the wrong link
because I didn't open it.
I think it should be correct. =x
Lin : Where have you been?
Lut : What CCA did you choose?
Ahhhh. I just feel so tied down and restrained.
How?
It's now 2.10AM.
No matter how tired my eyes are,
I think it's pointless to switch off
my computer now. =/
I'll never get to sleep till 2.30am. =/
Of course if I think that way then it'd
always happen. Hah.
My sis bought me a porcelain doll and a star earring.
Yippie.
Another 1.5k to my gold rod. xD
I feel so proud of my achievment. =D
2544g now. =)
Ah I'm so lost.
My heart's at Nursing.
But my brain's at the pay of Accounting.
Why don't they just give me Biomed to solve my dilemma?
I feel so selfish.
Money will always be the problem.
I've been somehow holding back with money.
Money can't buy happiness.
If I asked my heart where I want to go,
it'd be Nursing.
But there's so many factors to consider. ><
I can't imagine how materialistic I'd become.
I don't want to.
But what about living life in comfort?
Ah I'm so bothered.
I'll talk to my dad when he's back.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[12:59 PM]]
Changed the time again. =x
I'm back to OZ.
This time I'm determined to start
from square one. No help! Heh.
Just like the beta days,
no financial help this time. =D
So I've only got like 2k after 1whole day.
Once I've got a gold rod it's a breeze throughout.
Was much of a loner today. =x
Fished all by myself. =x
I mean I used the almighty bot!
But I was more or less in front of the screen
90% of the time. =x
So much for being deprived of OZ
that I'm there even though the bots
do the clicking and fishing. =x
Where is shatzee? =(
My other account expired with everything inside.
I still want back my old account.
I drove myself nuts in the afternoon
finding all my log books and all.
Then I saw the password but it didn't work.
Wonder if it's because they reset everything or what.
I WANNA JOIN OZGLOBAL! ><
Went to the columbrium to visit
my grandfather (father's side).
So early!
Followed by breakfast at Mac
because LJS had $2 off if you show
the don't know what bank card.
Then my mum was like $2 eh,
next time then come. =(~
I've got something to complain about.
What kind of place is MacDonald becoming?
They allow their staff to have nametags
that have 3 replacing the "e"
or some funny funny names.
Hello? Are they there to work or what?
Funny name is still acceptable
but replacing a 3 with "e" or some 1 with "i"
is totally horrendous to me.
Which parents give their kids a name with numbers?
I don't know but maybe it'd be just a nickname
at the very most right? Bahh.
I don't know why I get so upset over this
small, small matter.
Jia Ying called me for a short talk.
Then her dad somehow took over
and talked to me about accounting.
I'm so -.- now I don't know where to go, AGAIN.
Accounts and Nursing both seem feasible. =/
I'll go Biomed no matter what if I manage
to get in that oh-so-nice course.What ever my final decision will be,
I still want to end up working in the Hospital.
What if I'm not as happy with either.
I still want my Biomed. =(
Of course if it's not meant to be,
then that's what God has planned for me.
I'm not going to pay 24k just to go private.
What ever my final decision will be,
I still want to end up working in the Hospital.
Will discuss with my dad when he comes home.
He'd most probably say I'm so fickle minded
or whatever the term is.
He doesn't dare to say much else he'd end up
being accused by me for choosing the course
for me by the way he speaks about them and all that.
If I go Nursing, I'd have to do everything by today -
[[11 April 2005]]
I don't have a nice passport-sized photo.
Hah. It sounds as if it's as huge as the passport.
I don't want to take one in my hairstyle. =/
Hahaha. No confidence.
I can't smile as nicely to myself in the mirror
as I once used to. =(
nIx the care-a-lot-about-
I bought a hand band for $3.
It's for donation, not from those shops
which earn for themselves.
But speaking of which, I still think
they'd get more donations if
they priced it at $2.
Why? That's market price
and more people want to buy it at that,
which means you get just as much
as pricing it at $3.
Surprised that my dad actually
allowed me to buy such stuff. =x
I don't think I'd be wearing it
because it's sort of out of fashion,
not so much on that point but I just
hate remarks from people and all.
But hey! It's orange. =x
I'll either wait till it really
gets so, so outdated or wear it during
my dress weird days. =D
Oh yea, my mouse isn't as small
as I always imagine it to be. Heh.
I'm seriously missing a lot of people, things, etc.
I still havn't got my ice skating,
either I'm broke or they're broke. =(
And I miss those people I havn't seen for
a long, long time. Really, really much. <3 =(~
Bahh. =(
Okay enough. I always get into this semi-depressed
state whenvever I miss anything or whatever.
I still can't figure out why I can be so attached
to something and never give up hope. -.-
Maybe it's good, maybe it's bad. =/
It all adds up to my determination...
and stubborness. =x
Somehow worried that my blood test results
will somehow end up not what it's
supposed to be. Boo.
Oink : Read your mail! Heh.
I hope I didn't give you the wrong link
because I didn't open it.
I think it should be correct. =x
Lin : Where have you been?
Lut : What CCA did you choose?
Ahhhh. I just feel so tied down and restrained.
How?
It's now 2.10AM.
No matter how tired my eyes are,
I think it's pointless to switch off
my computer now. =/
I'll never get to sleep till 2.30am. =/
Of course if I think that way then it'd
always happen. Hah.
My sis bought me a porcelain doll and a star earring.
Yippie.
Another 1.5k to my gold rod. xD
I feel so proud of my achievment. =D
2544g now. =)
Ah I'm so lost.
My heart's at Nursing.
But my brain's at the pay of Accounting.
Why don't they just give me Biomed to solve my dilemma?
I feel so selfish.
Money will always be the problem.
I've been somehow holding back with money.
Money can't buy happiness.
If I asked my heart where I want to go,
it'd be Nursing.
But there's so many factors to consider. ><
I can't imagine how materialistic I'd become.
I don't want to.
But what about living life in comfort?
Ah I'm so bothered.
I'll talk to my dad when he's back.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[12:59 PM]]
